When You're Dreams Won't Let You Sleep and Your Healed From Within

What do I mean by this topic? It’s simple when you are passionate about your dreams, your dreams won’t let you sleep. You stay up all night tossing and turning with thoughts in your mind. Sometimes it feels as if your mind won’t shut off and allow you to rest. You lay there with idea after idea running through your mind. Often times you find yourself brain dumping, writing in your journal, or simply recording a voice note or even a song, lol. Yes, sometimes my inspiration comes from songs. Music calms and inspires me all at the same time.

I can remember sleeping all day after working even on my days off because I was depressed. I didn’t want to face the reality of my life, so I would just sleep to pass the time. Not understanding I was depressed. I thought because I was going to work, church, school, talking with family on the phone, or going to visit my family that I was ok. Sadly, I wasn’t. The more I stayed up, I thought of things that weren’t right. I knew God had more for me, but life just kept happening. I said all that to say, now, I’m healed from within. I know my worth, happy about life and the possibilities to come. I’m at peace with myself and where I am in life. I’m grateful for the simple things in life, like my family, my health, love, joy, and successes. Being grateful can put you in an entirely different space, remember that.

I say this in the humblest way, some people aren’t lazy. They might be depressed, so they sleep, or take drugs, alcohol and are promiscuous in order to numb the pain of life. They are talented and unique. Unfortunately, they might not have the support, courage, strength, knowledge, and right resources to assist them with their purpose and journey. I invite you to look at yourself and your situation and be honest. Heal from within, heal from that little hurt boy or girl who was rejected, abused, misused, abandoned, and unloved. Heal and be set free. You might need therapy, medications, or just align with a great support system and people who will hold you accountable and won’t allow you to make excuses. Most importantly, they won’t allow you to give up on yourself and your dreams. Vow to yourself to fight from this day forward to becoming the best version of yourself. Fight for you, fight for the next generation. Because when you heal, you break the curse off the next generation and allow them to heal and be better.

Let’s work on being the best version of ourselves and walk in our purpose and destiny. To truly be who God designed and created us to be.

Remember, genuine success is not about money, houses, land, resources but about peace, happiness, healing, wholeness, love, joy, favor, and abundance.

These are just my thoughts; my goal is to inspire and encourage someone. Even if this just inspires one person that will be outstanding as well. Because one person can change one family, one family can change one community and one city, the list can go on and on. Let’s be the change we want to see! Success starts in the mind, shift your mindset to be positive. Be blessed, beautiful people!